I cannot find the exact date but will post it when I find it.
My Heart Hurts
My heart hurts
My heart aches
For the children
I long to hold and love
I do understand
That they will not
Be called my own
They’ll belong to God
I love the children
That we should cherish
All I ask of you Lord
Is for this privilege
I ask that whether
I am able to conceive
Or you bring them to me
I can raise them to love You
Since this Poem God has done a Miracle. Through Artificial Insemination, I am now pregnant. I am almost 15 weeks. We are so excited. It was not an easy thing in getting here. Also right after we found out I was, there were dangers of us losing our precious one. God decided no, that we will keep him or her. I am already in love with my child and cannot wait until I hold him or her. After TTC and what was going on I think I am ready to write again and hope not to have as much down times.
